THE 'D' File

nv wait for sumone to say "i love u"...

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to
me.
She
was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky
hair,
and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I
knew it.
After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had
missed
the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a
kiss
on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't
want to
be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know
why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the ot! her end, it was her. She was in tears,
mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked
me to
come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next
to
her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she w as mine.
After 2
hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided
to go
to sleep. She
looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I
want
to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends,
I
love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick"
she
said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th
grade, we
made a promise that if neither of us had dat! es, we would go together
just
as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I
was
standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me
and
stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she
isn't
think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best
time,
thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want
her to
know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just t o
o
shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink,
it
was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an
angel up
on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't
notice
me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone
went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I
hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said,
"you're my
best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell
her, I
want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but
I'm
just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting
married
now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married
to
another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that,
and
I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you
came!".
She said "thank s" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I
want
her to know that I don'! t want to be just friends, I love her but I'm
just
too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to
be
my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had
wrote in
her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me
like
that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I
don't
want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't
know
why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!
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Send this to all the people that you love! Even if you dont
love
someone send it to them....just to let them noe that you'r thinkin
about
them!!